Monday, June 29, 2009
{ 6:12 AM }
i was right! i knew you would never leave me to die(: you're always looking after me. i heard what mum saidi felt so happy when . i guess people say that we should feel freaked out instead, but do you know how elated i was to hear things about you? like a guardian angel, you have never abandoned me but watched me in silence. you're the best thing that has ever happened in my life! best i promise. and nothing else that happen is comparable to your very pressence in my life. until now, i realise how important you are to me. it's a faith, a kind of believe that keeps me going. what i believed to be the best thing that happened in my life in the past were but phases. i've gotten over it and am trying hard to move on. but something in the past just keeps on haunting me. i guess i have forsaken my naive believe a few years back. now, i am different. but i still dont understand why even though i worked, i still dont see the labour. am i not skilfil enough? why are they so smart and i am so stupid? :(
you'll always be in my heart no matter where i go, no matter what i do. i love you grandma!